Keywords: allgemein , business , lifestyle , marketing

I knew deep inside me that I wanted to do, let’s call it “business stuff”, the second my best friend introduced me to it. My mind still orgasms with every new marketing secret I learn. I just think it’s fascinating. I want this so much I take punches daily that knock me to the fucking ground but I get up every. damn. time. I dare to say I even jump back up, eager to throw seven to eight punches back before I go down again just to repeat the whole process. But up until the point where I stumbled across these lines I wasn’t 100% sure I had what it takes. And that’s as honest as I can be. I just wasn’t sure if I had it in me. I was scared, unsure and holding myself back because I was at war with thoughts like “This is too good to be true, it’s never going to work out.”, “Who do I think I am I don’t know shit I have zero work experience.” or “I am a nobody. Not a single person on this planet will ever pay me to do this.” I was crippled by the fear, that it won’t work out and I’ll make a fool of myself trying. Scared of failure and scared I’d have to go back to working full-time at a complete shithole for the rest of my life. Those things were what kept me from being 100% in.

https://vanessable.com/2021/09/26/how-i-found-out-exactly-what-i-want-to-do-for-the-rest-of-my-life